I don’t like hurting people. I don’t like being the reason for them to cry. I don’t like having to deal with the guilt of my past. I’ve never been one to fuck up and cause torment in somebody’s life. I don’t know why it happened now. My life feels empty and my heart hurts. I just need someone to be with to vent and to cry. My emotions have been all over the place in the last couple days because of what I’ve done and having to say my farewells to my family. It’s just a lot to deal with and I feel so alone. I don’t know who I am anymore and I’m lost.